Well, I wrote a poem last night at work. It is a poem that is happy and hopeful but scares me because of what brings about this happy hopefulness. I've never experienced something like this before. I would rather write 10,000 poems of death and despair than write what I wrote not even intending to write it. It just came from somewhere inside of me. It scares me to think of it coming true. I don't even know why. I guess it would be fear of the opposite.
Anyways... On to other things. To let the whole world know what I couldn't let them know before- I'm leaving for Jacksonville today to find a job down there. I need it soon. Many situations have brought me to this decision. As soon as I can find one down there, I'm outta here.