Speaking of work... It feels like I'm on vacation now. I actually get to sleep at night and I'm doing stuff during the day. Out in the sun. I love it. Although carpentry isn't exactly my specialty I still enjoy it because I get to breathe the fresh, pollen and sawdust-filled air.
And I'm a little upset right now because I want to move to Jacksonville so bad, but I can't seem to even get people to consider me for a job right now. It really sucks. I'm really tired of being here in North Carolina. I love the few friends that I have here, but other than that there's nothing left here for me. Most of my friends have long since gone and left me or were never really my "friends" in the first place so now we just never talk or hang out or do anything. I don't know. I'm just ready to meet new people, to see my best friend, to use my life for what I can use it for. It's hard to be patient.